vivian 18


I don’t need reassurance 
because I am insecure 
I don’t need to hear, “I love you”
because I’m forgetful 
I need reassurance because 
seasons change, 
minds change, 
hearts change. 
I need to hear, “I love you”
because one day
you won’t. 

don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry

The thought of you made me happy once

It really feels like I’ve been stabbed in the chest.

i don’t know if i’m feeling it anymore.

I hate crying over stupid shit


Kinda just wanna feel like I mean the world for once.

"I love him even if he might not love me back.”

I just want to mean something to someone who means something to me, ya feel?

That really fucking hurt

I’ll do whatever it takes to make you happy. Because you deserve it.
And I hope waiting for you will be worthwhile.

I deserve to be happy too

I’ll give you all the space you need and hope that maybe one day you’ll need me again. But I hope you won’t take too long because I won’t wait for you forever. I know my worth and what I deserve. And it’s not to be neglected or ignored or unnoticed. All I want is to be with you and to be able to just talk to you. I want the same attention I give you and the same efforts to be returned. I make mistakes and I get insecure but if you can’t handle me at my worst than you don’t deserve me at my best. 

i want to stop thinking about you that’s what i fuckin’ want

i miss how things used to be. more than anything

You don’t even value our time together anymore. Or did you ever?